Take It All Away

Silence

2011-09-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

No update means no shopping.

No shopping means save money.

Means its good rite?? =)

OMG I'M IN LOVE!!!!

2011-09-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

found it!!!!!!! aren't they GORGEOUS?????!!!!!!

my fingers are itching to click PROCEED WITH ORDER after adding the purple on to my basket

so how now brown cow/ lembu coklat??? doesn't the purple just look so chic????? =)

but the pink is definitely more ME... haizz.. decisions decisions...

the sensible me is saying get the purple bcos you already have your pink KS... & your MM is likely to be pink too.....

sooo...... I guess I have to wait for my dear bf to come back after Depavali to see wat colour my MM is before I can make my decision.....

the silver emboss detail is so pretty isn't it?????????

*super big sigh*

ARGHHH!!!! I HATE WAITING!!!

Ramleeeeeeeee!!

2011-09-12T13:12:00.001+08:00

Burger Ramly for lunch =)

ARM CANDY CRAZY!!

2011-09-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

u know I'm currently armcandy crazy rite..... apparently Baby MM is not enough...

I was suddenly thinking abt the satchel bag.. u know the IT bag by poly kids nowadays.. wait up lemme google it for u!

I saw this girl in the bus when I was on my way to work a few weeks ago... her satchel had her name (NICOLE) engraved on it.. right between the 2 buckles on the flap..

tried to google it but can't seem to find it.. help anybody??????

Awesome possum...

2011-09-09T16:48:00.001+08:00

So.. went to New Look, F21, H&M & Sephora... but left all stores EMPTY HANDED.

How can that be??????? U know why..it is bcos i visited Dearest MiuMiu at Paragon.. its love at 1st sight all over again...

&&&&... this very smart girl has been looking at the wrong bag online.... price is now €970.. aiyayai!!

Go ahead & convert that for me will ya?

LOVE,

ME =)

Lunch!

2011-09-09T14:31:00.001+08:00

Lunching at CB 313.. oh how i miss working in Somerset..

Word on the street is H&M is still packed.. alamak.. give me chance can?

Discharged!!

2011-09-09T13:58:00.001+08:00

Waiting for the shuttlebus... the feeling of being officially discharged frm AH is awesome!! Can I get a woot woot???!!

Ok off to official business now... shopping!!

Friday woot woot!!

2011-09-09T11:30:00.001+08:00

I'm now otw to Alexandra Hosp for my final medical appt.

& after that.... its time for some shopshopshopping!! Shopping alone when most ppl are at work is the best..

Itinerary for the day is.... H&M - F21 - New Look - Changi Airport - Simpang Bedok - Lido (Crazy Stupid Love!!!).

Shall try to post some live shopping updates.. so stay tuned!

Vadai-dai-dai...

2011-09-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

Guess wat I bought today.......???

Vadai & roti john. Haha.. see.. told u i'm serious abt saving for my baby pink Vitello

*beaming with pride*

Baby Miu

2011-09-08T12:23:00.001+08:00

This baby.Nxt mth. Focus Haniza!! Save save save!!

1st Purchase

2011-09-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

Guess wat I bought today!!

Nivea Pure&Natural.. bcos I want to have gorgeous skin like Duchess Kate Middelton =)

And Angry Birds Waterbottle bcos I need to be discipline & drink lots of water evryday..

Its been a while since I bought me some makeup aye??

New Blog Anybody?

2011-09-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

was thinking of converting this into a shopping blog.. would be a gd way of tracking where my paycheck goes to every mth...

some might say it'll be a show off blog but... heck! who cares... its not like I'll be announcing that I bought a Chanel bag every mth rite???

so wat say u????? yey or nay?

2011-01-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

u want updates? here u go.

Jeng jeng jeng..

2011-01-18T13:05:00.001+08:00

30 days countdown begins as at today!

......

2011-01-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

This has become a norm for me.. after lunch MESTI ada plastic bag... tsk tsk..

Adam & Eva

2011-01-11T18:33:00.001+08:00

U know what's the difference btwn a man & woman when it comes to movies..?

With every romantic chick flick a woman watches, her perception of love & romance is escalated.. she would imagine how she would feel if the man she loves proposed to her in the most romantic way possible... she would imagine how her big day would be like.. she would imagine wat a man would do for her.. she would imagine one day her bf sending the biggest bouquet to her office... she would always imagine herself being in the shoes of the leading lady in the movies...

The list is endless... but when it comes to men.. the idea of being romantic flies away the moment the credit rolls.. meaning to say he does not think of doing anything romantic at all for his beloved.. he does not even use wat he sees in the movies as an inspiration....

Do u know how I ended up with this conclusion??

I told a man (who shall remain unnamed) if he wanted me back, he has to try harder. & wat does he do?

He goes out with another girl.
-shrugs-

I rest my case.

DIY Nails

2011-01-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

I always channel my anger away by making my nails pretty.. not saying they are perfect but I can't help it.. they make me smile.. even just for a while..

Hey it rhymes.. let's make it a gd day shall we?

P.s. whatsapp is muthaeffing annoying!

My fav quote

2011-01-09T13:08:00.001+08:00

"I'm selfish , impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes , I am out of control and at times hard to handle . But if you can't handle me at my worst , then you sure as hell don 't deserve me at my best. "
— Marilyn Monroe

I agree with everything. Except I'm not insecure.

2011-01-06T09:53:00.001+08:00

Shouldn't have logged into FB this early in the morning..

Was looking at a fren's wedding pics..& couldn't help but feel..... fill in the blanks pls...

Don't get me wrong, I'm more then happy for her & I wish her lifelong happiness with her spouse..

But I can't help but compare... look at whr she is now & look at me now.. world's apart...

Feel so shitty... just shut up & move on..

Tweet tweet

2011-01-03T14:16:00.001+08:00

Twitter is my new BFF. Word.

The Hangover on HBO

2011-01-01T13:54:00.001+08:00

Seriously?? Wats with the movies today?? Is evrything going to remind me of him today??

Batman Begins

2011-01-01T11:30:00.001+08:00

Dunno y I'm up so early.. watching Batman on Warner Tv... & I watched it with him @ J.East...

01.01.11

2011-01-01T03:44:00.001+08:00

Its funny how my 1st day of the new year turned out.. maybe its a sign of the year to come..

Because baby you're my firework...

31 Dec 10

2010-12-31T12:34:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Last day of the yr.. so surreal.. wat was I doing the same time last yr.. wat a difference a year makes... entered the year with him & ending the year w/o him.. mixed feelings so hard to swallow..

Wat doesn't kill u makes u stronger.. its only been a mth or so into the breakup & I'm starting to feel all the difference a day at a time...

I'm now w/o the one who I thought was my better half.. I no longer have my advisor when it comes to IT stuff.. I no longer have my routine Fridays which I used to look forward to... I no longer have an arm to hang on to when I walk down Orchard Rd...

A year of emotional ups & downs... trip to Hong Kong... trip to Universal Studios... a year to remember & a year to forget...

2010 I'm thankful to my family & my friends.. times like these make u realise u have your own world to take care of.. let's see wat 2011 has to bring..

Time to meet new ppl & see where they take me to..time to mingle..this shud be an interesting year for this old dame who forgot how to date... it takes time & I'm sure I'll be fine..

Don't worry abt me.. I hope u have a gd year ahead.. have truckloads of fun with ur girlfriends... I'm sure u have them to turn to.. like I said... ada kawan utk pegi holiday, takkan takde kawan nak ajak kluar...

Dear 2010, I'm sorry to be a bitch but.... goodbye. I won't miss u.

I.m.u.

2010-12-29T09:32:00.001+08:00

Today feels very sucky.. just one of those days u feel like sh*t.

In need of something, anything, to cheer me up. Any takers?

P.s. thanks for all the hugs. I can feel them.

2010-12-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

How could u do this to me?

I find myself asking that question over & over again.. more often within these past few days..

So many questions left unanswered.. all I hear frm u are excuses & lies...

Lies like "I didn't know"... excuses like "I didn't choose to leave u"

Yes u didn't choose to leave me.. but u DIDN'T choose me. Do u have any idea how that makes me feel?? I can't even type this out w/o tears forming in my eyes...

If u want to know, I still cry when I'm alone..in bed.. I cry myself to sleep..

Don't try to put the blame on me & say that I don't trust u & say that I'm throwing all that we had over the past 8 yrs over this one incident.

Sorry darling.. its bcos of the past 8 yrs that's making this hurt a lot more..

If I don't love u, this won't hurt like hell.

At first, all I wanted was for u to change your mind.. even when u told me u were still going, I hoped & hoped that u would wake up b4 it was too late... I waited till the last day... but I nvr got it...

The minute u stepped foot on that freaking plane.. is the minute that u broke everything we had.. all the love & memories.. & u took our future with u too..

I don't know why u call me every few days.. maybe u'd hope that I would just forget abt everything one fine day... maybe u'd wished that I put everything behind...

Sorry that's not going to happen.. not until u think abt wat u did, admit to me that it was the stupidest thing u have ever did, confess to me that u should never have followed your "frens", swear to me that that is the final time u will ever think abt flying off.. which means no more Bali, Phuket or F1.

Not until u've done all that then maybe, just maybe we can start all over again.. its obvious that I have not healed.. I thought I have but....

I wish I didn't love u this much.. it would be a lot easier.. I hate this.

Rainy X'mas

2010-12-25T22:43:00.001+08:00

10 ppl stuck in this tent! So romantic... how nice..

Xmas Eve

2010-12-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

Rotting @ home on Xmas Eve. Just finished surfing for makeup (again??) To order thru a spree.. & look @ the time.. its alrdy 10:20...

Tsk tsk.. its ok rot today.. BBQ tomorow! Woots~

Ho Ho Ho (2)

2010-12-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

Apart from work, I can say that today is a good day.. & I am happy.

Went to work with 2 big bags.. & return home with 2 big bags still.. I am so blessed.

I love my friends. They have no clue how much they are helping me get through this rough patch.. & it means the world to me.

=) thank u all.

Secret Santa

2010-12-24T09:46:00.000+08:00

Dear S.S, thank u for being soooo secretive!

Ho Ho Ho!

2010-12-24T08:57:00.000+08:00

I love my office =)

Fly like F1

2010-12-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

My girls are the best.

Typing this in the cab. I think this cabbie was a rejected F1 driver b4. Jensen Butang, watch out!!

P.s so so so tired. Have to wrap all the presents still.. =)

Plaza Singing

2010-12-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

Out with the girls for our xmas dinner @ PS l8r. Swensen's is fully booked u know.. tsk.. & its always empty evrytime I go there..

I haven't been out with the girls for quite a while now.. hopefully this will help me heal faster.. just a little bit faster..
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U used to make me smile.

Shopperholic 101

2010-12-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

Lookit the plastic bags I "collected" over lunch! & there are other bags in the bags!

*slaps forehead*

Therapy anyone?

FB Quote.

2010-12-23T09:43:00.000+08:00

"Women are not meant to be understood. Women are meant to be pampered"

FB Quote

2010-12-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

I find myself nodding to myself when I read certain updates on FB. Found this one this morning.

"BE WITH SOMEONE WHO KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT THEY HAVE WHEN THEY HAVE YOU. NOT SOMEONE WHO WILL REALIZE IT WHEN THEY'VE LOST YOU"

And I am still nodding in agreement.. somebody stop me..

Xmas Bells

2010-12-22T08:56:00.000+08:00

I am super not ready for Xmas.. bought some things but I'm not exactly happy with them..urgh!

So tough to shop for guys.. its only 1 guy & I'm having a hard time. Tsk tsk!

Ok ttyl.

So sick!!

2010-12-21T15:42:00.001+08:00

So sick of OT I tell u!! Somebody get me out of here pls!!

=)

2010-12-21T12:13:00.001+08:00

U give me crazyy butterflies evrytime I see u..

Temple of Doom

2010-12-20T21:33:00.001+08:00

Its the only Indiana Jones movie I know & watch.. it has cheesy effects & bad acting..

But I still love it anyway =)

=(((((((((

2010-12-20T13:49:00.001+08:00

Note to self: don't wait for x'mas to get your bag.. it won't be waiting for u by then....

If u can hear someone crying... its probably me.. =(
So how now??

Black Hawk Down

2010-12-20T10:10:00.001+08:00

Operation Kate Spade starts @ 1200h sharp.

Ok let's gooooo!!

Sleepless

2010-12-20T00:05:00.001+08:00

I shud be sleeping but I'm up reading our past sms's.. it still hurts a lot.. I need to learn how to forgive.. & forget.. bcos its really a lot harder than I thought..

Weekended

2010-12-19T22:59:00.001+08:00

Another weekend well spent with the family..

Lau Pa Sat, Marina Barrage, Mustafa on Saturday.. & a typical lazy Sunday...

I'm not complaining... shopped for most of my Xmas list.. left with a gift for myself...

Its crazy bcos I've alrdy planned wat I'm doing for lunch tomorrow.. haha tell me I'm not the only one..

Gonna rush down to K.S Boutique @ Taka & pray that the Beantown Charles bag that I yearn for is still avail.. pls pray for me ya...

The girls in my family are driving me cuckoo with their LV's & Guccis.. tiao! I shall just settle with my K.S I guess..

See ya'll tomoro!

Love, Me.

Marina Barrage

2010-12-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

Its actually nice to sit & chill @ Marina Barrage.. its so windy & nice.. I've only been here with my family & frens.. it would be nice to...

18.12.10

2010-12-18T13:15:00.001+08:00

A date that would be of significance a mth ago..

But not today..

Adik nak bayang..

2010-12-18T09:49:00.000+08:00

They automatically recited doa sblom makan & pretend to solat.. cutest thing ever..

Sucky Friday

2010-12-17T20:26:00.001+08:00

Freaking bus didn't come for 45 mins.. & now I have a splitting headache. Freak freak freak!

Secret Santa

2010-12-17T14:14:00.000+08:00

I love being the organiser for the dept's Secret Santa Gift Exchange =)

#@%$!*

2010-12-17T11:51:00.001+08:00

It was soo nice to just hang ard, walking alone ard city hall & bugis..

Until I visited the Kate Spade Boutique @ Raffles Place... found out that my beloved bag is no longer avail... wanted to cry right there in the shop...

Now its panic mode. Let's see if the Taka outlet has it.. =(

The Bachelor 12

2010-12-16T23:37:00.001+08:00

I really shud be sleeping now but I'm up watching the Bachelor..

Urgh! Y am I watching such a lovesick sappy show?

I get more depressed watching it by the minute..

Gd nite world. Tomorow's a big day.

Digicam yes pls!

2010-12-16T18:10:00.001+08:00

So.. the big IT Sale is this weekend.. how nice.. thing is.. its all the way @ EXPO. Seriously y so jin bertendang in the east?? Urgh!

But then again I really really wan to get that dual screen Samsung digicam =((

Ok fine i'm skipping it..

....

2010-12-16T10:57:00.001+08:00

I think I woke up today feeling very forgiving.. but def not forgetting..

Dooonuts

2010-12-16T09:18:00.000+08:00

Having these penyek donuts for breakfast.
Had a sudden craving for them yesterday when I was out with the sister @ Raffles.. & came home with a box of 12 =)

2010-12-15T14:11:00.001+08:00

I cannot be sick on Friday. I cannot be sick on Friday.

I CANNOT BE SICK AT ALL. PERIOD.

Super sick

2010-12-15T11:46:00.001+08:00

Throat feels super itchy. Feel like throwing up. Runny nose super irritating.

Downed 2 tabs of flumax b4 bed & in the morn doesn't seem to help..

Eff. Its official. I'm sick.

Welcome Back Me!

2010-12-14T09:54:00.000+08:00

I have the best gfs =)
I am so thankful

KL again pls!

2010-12-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

its back to work tomorrow.. & all I can think abt is KL.. didn't get my full dose of shopping @ Sungai Wang & Bkt Bintang =((

can we go back there plsss... & I still have a couple hundred ringgit to spare.. =((

I need to do my revenge in Orchard SOON... !! can?

KL -ed

2010-12-12T22:07:00.001+08:00

back frm KL. every family vacay to KL is tiring.

I feel like I had a nightmare.. & I can't seem to differentiate if it a bad dream or its for real..

I thought he would at least try harder..

just in case u were wondering.. I miss u alrdy.

2010-12-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

dear world,

it really is over. all this time I thought maybe, just maybe, we had a chance to make it work. but looks like we just can't get a compromise.

its tiime for a new start. KL show me a fucking gd time!

2010-12-08T10:04:00.000+08:00

the whole office is excited for the wedding tonight. I need some gd news in my life to stop me frm thinking abt things I don't want to be thinking abt..

going to have a gd time with the girls/friends/colleagues.. w/o them, i'd be so so lost.

I love my friends in the office.

but i'd nvr think of going overseas with the guys w/o my boyfren.
-shrugs-

some ppl take it lightly I guess...

I'm so so tired.

2010-12-07T16:17:00.001+08:00

I know you're reading this..

if only you're in my FB & Twitter.. den maybe you'd have an even clearer picture wat I'm going through...

but TOO BAD you're not in either of my list eventhough I asked u to add me... remember u told me more then once that u don't frequent FB that often... not often but u can change your DP? hmm.. u dun frequent FB but THOSE GIRLS are in your list.... THOSE GIRLS are in your list but not your then-girlfren of 8 yrs....

but since u're in neither of my list, all u have is this blog & the Arsenal pillow I bought for u..

hmm........ whatever... I don't care. enjoy your life with those girls who u chose over me. I take back wat I said. I do hope u are regreting your decision bcos I don't. thank u.

2010-12-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

sometimes u think u know.. but actually you don't..
-shrugs-

I've always admired women who are so sure of themselves.. they've always known who they are..

at 25 yrs old, I still don't know myself as well I shud..somethings are as clear as black & white, night & day... but wat abt the gray areas?

I've always thought this ONE person knows me better then anyone else in the world.. but I guess I was proven wrong..

I'll admit to having such high standards & expectations of a friend.. of a best friends.. of a girl friend.. but that's because I know I deserve the best..

I treat ppl how they wish to be treated.. I would never do something if I knew how hard it would be for him.. I would never leave him for other guys..

I pledged forever.. & he left me.. just like that.... he left me for something so temporary.. for something that only lasted for 5 days... with other girls who met only 3 yrs ago... do u have any idea how hard that is for me to take?

for days I cried.. & I cried.. at home, at work, otw to work, otw home.. u name it, I did it...

till one day I told myself.. why do I let myself fall deeper in this depressing hole? instd of getting sad & depressed, I got angry.. I got mad..

since he could be so heartless to me, then I can be heartless too....

but it only lasted for so long.... & now.. all I feel is this emptiness inside of me.... the hole left by someone I gave my everything to for 8 yrs... a hole left by someone who I was willing to bet my life on... a hole left by someone I knew I would be with for the rest of my life....

I'm sorry.. this draggy entry is getting too hard for me... gd nite world... I'm sorry I really don't know wat to do....

2010-12-05T21:44:00.001+08:00

this sucks. feels a nightmare.

I'm not in a drama. so wats with all this drama?? urgh!!

can I have my life back in 2009? when things were so much easier, w/o all the fighting, quarelling & arguments.. when the biggest prob for me was my wardrobe.

gd night world.

Chances

2010-12-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

I've always believed in 2nd chances.. but wat if you gave someone a chance to redeem himself.. only for him to blow it off within days?

its not that easy isn't it?

sleepless

2010-12-04T00:18:00.003+08:00

hello world..

can't sleep... been looking at past pictures of us in my laptop.. from the recent ones to those waay back...

i cannot lie but the more i look at the pics.. the more i think abt our past.. our current &.....

i've been thinking a lot these few days.. that goes without saying but... everything....

its tiring me out... abt us, family, friends & "friends"..

-shrugs-

it doesn't help that I'm currently reading this girl's blog.. lots of pics of her & her bf.. 3 years & currently doing long-term r/ship... very much in love... it reminded me so much of us.

i cannot deny that i miss us.. but its not that simple is it? i thought i was okay but....

i should get some rest now... i deserve it.

Tweet tweet

2010-12-03T09:51:00.000+08:00

my twitter has been flooded cos a million & 2 things are rushing through my head...
wats wrong with me today?

Rapunzel

2010-12-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

this will be the 1st movie that we're not going to be watching together..

time seems to fly by.

Spaceman

2010-12-02T18:29:00.000+08:00

berkali kau menangis merayu padaku
lalu menghilang sebaik saja . .

lalu air mata jatuh akhirnya,
dengan tak sengaja engkau membuatku terumbang- ambing di angkasa..

hancur musnah semua mimpiku
hilang di angkasa . . . .

2010-12-02T08:50:00.000+08:00

kalau tak tau, diam diam je. jgn nak step tau dan beri nasihat.
jaga diri dan tepi kain sendiri bole tak?

1st Dec 2010

2010-12-01T11:42:00.001+08:00

some things are better left unsaid.

its December. its a new mth. the final mth for 2010.

goodbye November 2010. I hate you. don't ever come back. November felt like a year to me..

2010-11-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

Question for myself.

How do you move on after 8 yrs?

my ans is. u just do it bcos there's no other option.

Its time to let go & move on

2010-11-29T10:16:00.000+08:00

I don't believe in fighting for "love".
if it meant to be, its effortless.
I don't believe in fighting for "love" bcos once u start fighting for it, it means its not meant to be.

let him go if he wants to go.
no point in making him stay when his heart's not there anymore.
if he actually cared & think abt what he's doing, he'd know your world is falling apart & he'd do anything to make sure it doesn't happen.

but he didn't bcos he left u anyway.

2010-11-26T19:42:00.001+08:00

if only u knew how I feel.. nvr in a million years would I ever believe that u could do this to me.. how could u.. nothing u say can change anything.. words cannot express wat's going on in my head..

all i want to do is to just lay down in my bed & forget everything abt you. i hope you're having a ball in Bali.. w/o me.

goodbye my past.

Not-so-hot-mail

2010-10-14T22:45:00.001+08:00

did i mention that i've been locked out of my hotmail?? the email that i have been using since i was 13.. i feel very sad.. its like u suddenly lost contact with ur bff..

but... i am pissed abt it though.. some stupid character verification screwed up my emaill.. urgh!!

on a much happier not... i just spend $90 @ bugis village =)

twitter or blogger?

2010-10-12T16:34:00.001+08:00

ermm.. sometimes i forget which is which...

can i not have a title?

2010-10-12T16:33:00.001+08:00

now i know how morning sickness feels like..

Lady Ga Ga

2010-10-12T08:51:00.001+08:00

i cannot stop gagging.. its super annoying!!

temporary

2010-10-11T10:29:00.001+08:00

so.. my agent finally called me.. after sooo long.. maybe this will get my butt moving..

Maybeee....

2010-10-10T17:00:00.001+08:00

maybe i shud start writing again.. wat say u??

FOLLOW ME!!

2010-06-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

won't be updating much.. my recent STAGE Hauls were updated on FB & Twitter.

so FOLLOW ME!

femmexxfatale

no restrictions. anybody allowed =)

Awesome Powsome!

2010-05-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

I IS SHOPPING TOMOROW!!! AWESOME!!!

getting my new phone on Saturday.. like FINALLY!!! but but BUT.. i haven't made my decision.. tsk tsk. decisions decisions...

HAVE A GD FRIDAY Y'ALL!!!

StageD

2010-05-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

so... i Staged... past tense...

&.... came out empty handed... i actually went in the shopy twice @ Suntec.. & both times the MU staff didn't come to me...

seriously?!!!!! =(

i think i have a I-ACTUALLY-DON'T-HAVE-ANY-MONEY-TO-BUY-YOUR-EXPENSIVE-MAKEUP look.... its likewise at M.A.C too.. Sephora so far so gd... always get a "Ma'am are you looking for anything in particular?" question here & there...

maybe tomoro i'll give Stage another chance? i like that MU lady @ the ION outlet. she was a LOT friendlier than those @ Suntec..

=((((

oh did i mention that I got myself the Revlon ColourBurst lipstick in Fuschia today? & that my NYX lipstick order can in the mail yesterday???

hur hur hur.... nvr can collect enought lipstick i guess..

don't tell the bf though

=) nite!!

FRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDAY!!!

2010-04-27T23:23:00.001+08:00

can I request for Earth to spin faster so that Friday would come faster??

my hands are like itching like mad la... was bloghopping & saw some beauty bloggers' hauls @ STAGE.. ARGHHH!!!

aku jealous sangatlah sangat!!!

looks like New Look will have to take a backseat & give up the priority seat to STAGE this month... hur hur hur.. lame sia!!

ok gd nite!! loves.

ITCHY BACKSIDE

2010-04-21T21:57:00.004+08:00

so... the hands are all itchy to spend spend spend.... the makeup basket needs some replenishing.. let's see... mascara's getting dry... my Loreal Superliner has dried up, my gold Urban Decay eyeshadow has hit the pan =)) only makeup addicts will know the feeling u get when something has hit the pan.. or is abt to hit the pan.. or is abt to finish.... it only means one thing... =) oh God. stop it with the smileys!!!

after researching, I found that there's a blacker version of Zoom Lash.. Zoom Fast Black Lash.. wat a mouthful ey? this might be the nxt purchase...

was leaning towards the Bourjois... or the Rimmel... which is not bad.. volumising. or the Fiberwig... urgh!! decisions decisions...

oh!!! it doesn't help that STAGE is having a promo!!!! i love love love their 2-way foundation!!! i swear it covers everything...

I was persistent in my search for a good-not from MAC-not a drugstore 2-way foundation... & somehow STAGE was calling me... i will not forget that day when the bf agreed to sponsor my foundation & threw in a blusher too!! =)

so if you're looking for an alternative to MAC.. try STAGE! their foundation is not as pricey as MAC.

ermm... ok... now how's that for a comeback entry?? ehhh kasi la support sikit..

Ok ciao! Loves...

SOMETIMES...

2010-04-20T22:52:00.004+08:00

sometimes... I feel like blogging how my day went.

sometimes... i feel like blogging abt my Friday night date with the bf..

sometimes... i feel like blogging how much the twins have grown.. God knows I have lots to blog abt them.. never a dull moment with them ard... from Aliyah's sudden makcik moments. to Alisyah's funny imitations that make us crack up...

sometimes... i wish i was a tad bit less lazy to blog... u know I miss my own picture compo entries.. those were the days.. when I'd do a post on my haul at Mustafa Centre... my monthly dose of shopping haven... my cheap but gd makeup stash... my usual toiletries stock... urgh.. i miss my own picture compos..

sometimes... i wish i would just delete femmexxfatale... maybe blogging isn't for me anymore...

BUT.. i know i can never do that.... let's say... something happened to me... something that made me forget my past... where do i go? ermm.. if i totally lost my memory... i won't even know how to get here rite??? ermmm... ok... not very smart haniza...

till tomorrow... loves..... =)

p.s I miss you

Perhaps,perhaps, perhaps...

2010-04-02T19:06:00.001+08:00

MAYBE....

i shud just delete this blog...

sigh... what say you?

you know where to reach me.

peace out. possibly for the last time.

Aweesome!!!

2010-02-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

the only time this year I'm super excited to blog.. my 1st HAUL of the year!!!

cheyy cheyy.. dah pandai gunakan perkataan HAUL seyy... =))

being the "anti-M.A.C:... i welcome anything different when it comes to makeup.. ok maybe anti is a strong word.. bcos i do have a few things from m.a.c in my makeup collection... oh well.. dun get me started on this debate.. i could go on forever..

if u haven't already know.. i am sucha SEPHORA freak... couldn't wait to check out ION after work today.. in fact it was all i was thinking abt the whole day.. so much so that i had to distract myself by buying a shoe.. haha excuses excuses...!!

lemme sleep with my new babies k.... Gd Nite!!!

Love,

1 & 1 & 2

2010-01-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

"oh I am SO going to blog abt this!"

I used to go through the day with this thought going thru my head at least 5 times a day...

-shrugs-

p.s i came back to SG with a blardy tan that will take forever to clear... there goes my STAGE foundation =((

TWENTYTEN

2010-01-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

1st post of the year... & i'm just here for a quickie...

I hereby announce that I am going PHUKET AGAIN ~~tomoro~~ today!!!

flight's @ 0740. just finished packing my overstuffed luggage.. i've got a feeling i won't have much space for my new stuff.. hur hur hur...

will miss everybody at the workplace... but... i've got to enjoy as much as i can..

see ya soon!!!

<3,
Me

I HATE IT WHEN....

2009-12-27T14:18:00.003+08:00

it rains when I want to go out...

i have plans to go out BUT i dun have the mood to do my makeup..

i want to go out but have no money...

i have the money but i've got no plans....

I HATE IT WHEN I PLANNED A DAY OUT BUT ~~SOMETHING~~ SOMEONE HAD TO SPOIL IT..

I HATE IT. PERIOD.

SHOP SHOP SHOP EAT EAT EAT!!!

2009-12-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

Scene: Me & the bf at the counter paying for our dinner @ a Thai Muslim Restaurant at Far East.

Cashier: $75 pls.
BF: -hands his card to the cashier & turns ard to me- wah $74.. wats the occassion??

i couldn't help but laugh/smile from ear to ear. sometimes my bf is funny till I cannot laugh anymore... but most of the times I am the funny one...

oh we ate as if it were a table for FOUR... fried rice, kangkong, hotplate beancurd, 1 whole fish, thai fried chicken, tom yam soup!!! tsk tsk tsk... tak makan 3 hari la kan...

tell u one very funny thing. we went out today to get some X'Mas shopping done... & guess wat.. the only ppl we shopped for were ourselves!!!

haha!! funny wat.. hahah.. gelak gelak gelakk....

Gd Nite!

p.s can i NOT go to work tomoro????

BUMMER

2009-12-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday's Plans all went down the big smelly smelly drain!

wanted to drop by the office to get somethings done.. but noooo... mom's got to go to the market, hence, there's no one in the office to take care of the twins...

wanted to go shopping after "work" with the bf... but nooo.... he's got a kenduri which he claimed he had told me abt zillion times but I couldn't for-the-life-of-my-shoes recall he ever mentioning it to me....

le sigh... which leaves smelly-old-me at home at this hour.. still rotting in bed... hungry..... & bored to death....

I AM SO PMSING LA!

I'm BACK!

2009-12-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

in Alisyah's famous words....

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~~

weeeeeeeee!!

2009-12-11T00:28:00.003+08:00

flying off tomoro!!

oh wait... scratch that... flying off TONITE.....

got to rush home after work... final packing of my luggage..... so last minute.. typical!!

might have overpacked as usual.. but hey.. better over then under rite?!!

wish me safe journey ok!

<3<3

Kay-EL is almost here!!!!

2009-12-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

i only have tonight & tomoro to pack... & now that I'm lazing in bed.. watching RAW... surfing FB....

i dun think I have any tenaga to get my fat ass up. le sigh...

oh well.. i guess i have to start packing tomoro then... die la die la!!

ok bye!

Quickie

2009-12-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

evrything abt my life seems to go well..

family, love, life....sanity... happiness....

except for those related to work...

work = money

the positive is... thank God for my colleagues.. I'd have left long ago if not for them who keep me laughing ~~all the way to the bank~~ all day long...

haha! or rather... its me who keeps laughing for no reason..

*shrugs*

FRIDAY COME FASTER!!!

Kay-EL

2009-12-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

I is looking forward to the Family KL Trip in 4 days!!!

I is looking forward to rush home on Friday to hop on to the coach.. I is looking forward to the twins getting cranky frm sitting on their strollers for too long...

I is looking forward to the hotel's BREAKFAST BUFFET =))

I is looking forward to eating Roti Canai @ KL's bus interchange early in the morning...

I is looking forward to the shopping shopping shopping TRIPS!!

BUT I IS NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MASJID INDIA!!!!!!!!!!! BUMMER!!

SHOEGASM

2009-12-02T22:34:00.003+08:00

I KNOW I just bought a pair of BLACK Hooker Heels... BUT...... BUT BUT..................

I WANT A PAIR THOSE!!!!

*pic courtesy of PerezHilton.com

i can predict nxt mth's pay day... I will buy at least 3 pair of shoes...

hur hur hur... this mth's pay also bought 3 pairs.... do u see a pattern???

*snigger snigger*

running out of clothes..... & running out of space in the smelly shoe rack...

=)))

just talking abt shoes make me freakin' HAPPY!!!

Le Sigh..

2009-12-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Ms Honeyza is feeling down all of a suddenly... not a gd start to the beginning of the last mth of the year...

=(

cheer me UP somebody?